My Thots in Plain Colour*

2010-11-11T16:43:00.000Z

Got. My. Provisional. Driver's. License!
HOLLA!
:D

2010-11-08T17:54:00.002Z

Sometimes I'm so petty, I piss myself off.

2010-11-03T13:37:00.002Z

& after all the noise, I never heard our last goodbye.
It was silent as a butterfly.

2010-11-01T16:42:00.004Z

Wow. I haven't updated in the longest time! So much has happened and I just haven't really had that..pull to sit down and blog about them :/ probably cause I let so many things accumulate that I get too lazy to sit down, start from the beginning and tell it all the way to the end, but imma try my best..though I highly doubt anyone reads this blog anymore..Huurhuur.

On the 161010, I celebrated my 21st birthday! :D Waaay in advance I can tell you, cause on the week I wanted to celebrate my bday, there was this kpop night thingum, and at least 50percent of my friends wanted to go for that, so I had to either push the date forward, or move it back..& I don't really like celebrating my birthday AFTER my actual day, so I pushed it forward :) It was the funnest time I've had!:) I'm so extremely thankful for all the work that was put into preparing for food by my Mommy dearest! I swear the amount of effort she took the cook the bee hoon, marinate the beef/chicken, prepare the sambal for the sotongs/wrap the sotongs + sambal in foil...I was really really touched :') She really put in so much effort! & of course thanks to all the friends who helped me prepare by blowing balloons/cleaning the chalet floor (yes hobbits..YOU!) and of course for coming down early to help me set up the bbq pit/light the fire/fan the fire/start the entire bbq/cook the food..I REALLY COULDN'T HAVE ASKED FOR BETTER PEOPLE TO SPEND THE DAY WITH!

Moving on, on the 191010 I became and official Murdoch University graduate! Yesyes! I have finished my academic battle and am now moving on to fight the working battle :/ I pray for strength..lots and lots of strength. That scary thought aside, I'm really happy that I've graduated y'all! I've never felt so accomplished and so proud in my life! When I walked up on stage I was like "OH YEAH! OFFICIAL GRAUDATEEEEE!" in my mind obviously. But srsly, I really do feel quite accomplished..I know, in my age, being a Degree holder is like the norm...Gone are the days where holding a Degree = finding a job faster. Unfortunately, that equation no longer deems relevant in our society. I see people with Masters and what not everywhere fighting for positions..Scary much? :( But yeah, at least I have a Degree! :) Happy-ness! & although the ceremony came and went by quickly, I was so happy I got a chance to meet up with old classmates & lecturers who I will remember FOREVER! :) I loved bumping into Lek just as I was about to leave the place. We just stared at each other for a while before we each screamed the other's name..(in my case it was "OMG.LEEEEEEEEEEEEEKK!") -sigh- I love my friends :)

Been reading my Basic Theory Test book & writing up my resume. That's basically what my life revolves around now. Oh! & Big Bang Theory! Omg, I absolutely adore that show! & I lovelovelove Doctor Sheldon Cooper! :) He makes me laugh so badly "rock-paper-scissors-lizard-spock!" teeheee! If y'all like comedies, I really think you should watch BBT :) It's my current love besides Hellcats..I like that just cause it has cheerleading..LOL! :)

Wish I had photos to fill this wordy post with some form of life and fun..but I haven't done a collage up yet..So sorry! No photos! I'll try to upload one soon!:)

Alright, I think I have rambled on long enough..HAPPY I UPDATED.FINALLY!:)

xx,
Lizz

On a random note: CHRISTMAS IS COMING! HOLLAAA!:D

2010-09-04T06:54:00.001Z

Please reply my email, Murdoch! :(
That aside, I'm an official graduate :):)
HOLLA!

& the rest of your life begins now.

2010-07-27T18:16:00.001Z

All you need is love is a lie
Cause we had love, but we still said goodbye
Now we're tired, battered fighters.
& it stings when it's nobody's fault.
Cause there's nothing to blame at the drop of your name,
there's only the air you took, & the breath you left.

So maybe I'll sleep inside my coat
& wait on the porch till you come back home,
Alright, I can't find a flight.
So I'll check the weather, where ever you are.
Cause I wanna know if you can see the stars tonight.
Might be my only right

We share the sadness,
Split screen sadness.

Two wrongs make it all alright tonight.

2010-07-03T04:51:00.003Z

Wow, I totally have not updated this blog in like one million years! :X Totally forgot about it. I was kinda contemplating shutting this entire blog down, but then I thought it had too many memories :) Couldn't bear to do it, so I guess I'll just randomly update from time to time (when I remember. Huurhuur).

Anyways, my current life revolves around assignments. Got to get my part of the essay done by today. Don't want my group mates to worry/think I'm some slacker, you know what I'm saying? I honestly think that group work is one of the hardest thing on earth. I'm blessed with an amazing group for this sem and this module :) So thank God. But I'm sure we've all experienced horrible group members. I know I have. And omg, I always have to fake a smile in front of them just to make sure that the working relationships remain cordial even though deep inside my gut I'm like sooo pissed and annoyed and I want to just give that person a huge slap. But yes. I really do think group projects are one of the toughest things. Just pray that you will be given a group where the people are great and amazing :)

Omg, guess what? 2 weeks back, I recovered from a flu and now, I'm down with one again :( Omggg. Why liddat la. I'm so tired of falling sick. One upside of this flu, my sore throat didn't like evolve into some high level pokemon. It just stayed at the normal..weird feeling and kinda went away after I slept. But my cough is shitty and I currently sound like a teenage dude going through puberty where my voice just randomly cracks :( :( NOOO. I hate sounding like that. I rather it just go all the way and I have that weird..but kinda seksy voice. Not the in between kind. SO IRRITATING.

On a lighter, happier note

I am absolutely in love with Glee :) Finished all the way to Regionals already. And it was A.MA.ZING. That's all I can say. I thought Lea Michele looked sooo pretty in that episode and omgomgomg suuuuper happy about Rachel & Finn! Esp when he went up to her right before they performed and went "I love you." and his facial expression at the end when she leaned on his shoulder! Ahh!! Finnchel ftw!:) (in case some of you guys haven't reached that episode yet, DO NOT highlight that..I might spoil it for you) But this show is absolutely superb! Their voices are just wonderful and their conversations are hilarious :) Brittany ftw! "Did you know that dolphins are just gay sharks?" HAHAHA! Just love her.

I wish they would come to Singapore for a Glee concert :( I would totally go!

Okay enough blabber, I better get back to my Planning Assumptions. Wanna get my work done fast fast :) So it will be off my chest. Hope everyone is doing fine (whoever who still reads this blog)!

xx
Lizz

2010-06-02T17:15:00.002Z

Well you could write a book on
how to ruin someone's perfect day.
I get so confused and frustrated,
forget what I'm trying to say.

I'm sick & tired of your reasons.
I've got no one to believe in.

2010-05-10T15:33:00.002Z

Goodness gravy. I just went to look at my first few blog posts..AND HEAVENS. I cannot believe I typed that! I seriously cannot believe it pls! :/ Friggin embarrassing. I typed words that are spelt so weirdly. And it's not like the weird spelling shortened the words/served any purpose..they just made it look weird. (e.g. I typed everyday as everyDAE) Wts? And I had words like *bear huggies!* GAH. Lol! Friggin twitfreak much? Please pardon me okay, I was young and stupid and thought words that end with 'ie' were cool.

I have to say though, it is nice (although I cringe at my own weird words/spelling) to just read really old entries. I think you can really see how much you have matured over the years. Seriously, back then not getting the "boy of your dreams" was like the most devastating thing, your entire world would just crumble and fall and you start typing such emo-fied entries. Back then you realise that you fought over the smallest and most trivial matters with your friends and you had such childish responses to such matters. It really is quite amusing. It almost feels like you're reading pages in your dairy which you wrote back when you were a kid. (blogs just aren't as personal la..) But seriously man, the stupid things I wrote in the past, really show me exactly how much I have matured over the years.

I don't think I would have reacted the way I reacted over certain things back then if they were to happen to me now, or at least I hope I won't la, if not that's really quite sad case. Hahaha. I like knowing that people do grow up and mature. I like knowing that I'm not the same stupid, ignorant, silly, naive 13 year old I was 8 years back. I take comfort in the fact that I have seen God work in my life through many different aspects and that I have definitely grown into a much stronger christian. And not to mention, I have improved tremendously in terms of spelling. Huurhuur.

Past entries do bring back a lot of memories :) Good and bad, I'll take them all. Because those memories and experiences were what made me who I am today. And I'm thankful for each and every one of them :D Goes the same for friends, exboyfriends almost boyfriends, WHATEVER.

LOL. Why the sudden wave of nostalgia man.
Okay, I'm going to watch The Mentalist now.
TOODLES!

xx

2010-05-05T17:13:00.002Z

IRONMAN2 FTW, Y'ALL! :)
Faved :D

2010-05-03T15:44:00.002Z

It really sucks when you're both bored and hungry at the same time. Boredom would make you want to hunt for something that can satisfy both your hunger and your boredom. Like how making a nice, delicious, hot and not to mention buttery bowl of mashed potatoes would take away my boredom and hunger. Ever mention how I love making mashed potates? :) LOVIN!

I'm currently having an internal debate on whether I should make a bowl of yummy mash. The "need to diet and stop eating late and night" part of me says no, but the extremely bored and not to mention rather hungry part of me wants to go make it like NOW. Gaah :( I hate making stupid decisions that get hindered by the fear of gaining weight. Mehhh -- I highly think that my bored and hungry side would trump my other fear of getting fatter side.

We'll see in a a few minutes.

BOREDOM SHOULD BE ILLEGAL.
(and being hungry at weird hours)

xx

2010-05-03T09:00:00.002Z

Omg, I totally forgot how addictive The Hills was!
I'm really sad that Lauren's not there anymore :(
I really miss having her on the show,
and it's weird that Kristen Cavallari's doing the whole voice over intro thing.
But I do think Kristen Cavallari's really pretty.
Oh and I'm starting to like Steph Pratt and Lo Bosworth a lot more now :)
I'm 2 episodes away from finishing Season 5! :D
On to Season 6 by tonight.
Can't wait to see Heidi's family's reaction to her new face/body!

MAN I LOVE THE HILLS!:)

2010-04-30T16:27:00.001Z

To God be the glory.
Great things He has done

<3

2010-04-29T12:20:00.000Z

I'm going to make you mine, Blackberry Bold 9700!

:D

2010-04-28T16:28:00.003Z

I hate how I can let one person can pretty much dictate how I feel the entire day. I hate how this one person has the ability to make me feel extremely happy but can bring me down for the entire day after just one sentence/action.

This bad habit needs to stop.

2010-04-27T17:53:00.001Z

Omg. I forgot to mention! The Doctors is back on Channel 5, yo!:)
Zomgzomg. They brought hot and extremely seksy Travis Stork back!
I love 12pm now :)

2010-04-27T13:04:00.001Z

Why in the world is my Youtube so friggin slow today? :(
This is super damn annoying la. I usually don't even have to wait for a 10minutes video to load. I can just watch as it loads, but today the connection is BLOOODY FRIGGIN SLOW.

This is very annoying.

2010-04-25T17:42:00.003Z

Tell me, did you sail across the sun?
Did you make it to the Milky Way,
to see the lights all fading,
and that heaven is over-rated.
Tell me did you fall for a shooting star?
One without a permenant scar.
And then you missed me
while you were looking for yourself out there.

I haven't heard this song in such a long time.
Brings back memories :)

xx

2010-04-24T18:42:00.000Z

If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands

:)

2010-04-23T18:59:00.000Z

"In the face of true love, don't just give up even if the object of your affection is begging you to."
-Chuck Bass

2010-04-21T11:10:00.002Z

I have nothing to do while waiting for House Season 5 to load. I usually would entertain myself with some of Whose Line episodes on Youtube, but I've been told that by watching videos while something is downloading pretty much slows down the downloading speed. So I've decided to come blog, about nothing. Oh wells, I just have to waste another 11 minutes or so before episode 1 is done and I can start on episode 2 :)

Anyways, nothing much has been happening recently. It's pretty much been the same old same old. I've got nothing amazing/devastating/happening/whatever to broadcast to the entire world. Just that I have started being rather active in the Twitter world. And I only discovered the joy of Tweeting while I was studying for my Marketing exam. Do not ask me why. Maybe I just like announcing to everyone who is following me that I am struggling to study and I'm getting annoyed. Huurhuur. Twitter's pretty darn interesting. Some of my friends don't understand how/why I would enjoy Tweeting about random things happening to me. It's just fun. Don't probe further.

I really wanna get Jeggings so badly :( But I'm half scared that my huge hips and ass would get in the way of me being able to wear them and actually look nice. Swear my hips are like friggin huge, so huge that they can form their own website and pretty much take over the world :( Sucks much? But I really REALLY want a pair of Jeggings. However, I also do want a top from Bonitochico. But I keep trying to tell myself that I can only buy ONE item at a friggin time. Why? Cause in the year 2010, every peer of mine is turning 21. Which is the year where everyone goes broke if it's not your birthday. SO!! I've got to control my spending since I am so not getting any source of monetary inflow, but I would have to have a lot of outflow this year. LE SIGH.

(4mins before Episode 1 is done!)

I shopped yesterday btw :( which just basically increased my outflow. But the things I got were things that were relatively inexpensive. 10 dollar sandals from Rubi, uhm 2 watches, one was 10bucks and the other was 3. I bought those cute suspenders for 11.90 uhhmm. I guess my biggest but most HAPPY and SATISFYING splurge was my boho headband from Accessorize for 21.90 :) YAWR. I absolutely LOVELOVELOVE the headband and how it looks. It's pretty simple. Just braided with sunflowers attached to it. But it is super gorgeous :) I can't wait to wear it...But I have nothing very summery to wear it with :'( OH WELLS. I just love my buys!

On the upside, however, my Mom said she would subsidize part of the 21st present money that I would have to spend this year. Which is awesome, great, amazing and not to mention FRIGGIN LIFE-SAVING! x) Love it when my Mom understands my financial difficulties.. Teehee!

TEN SECONDS TO HOUSE!

I guess I can sign off now! I have blabbered on enough! :)

xx

2010-04-03T03:26:00.000Z

Oh woow. When was the last time I actually came here to post an entry. This blog has been so stagnant for months. I don't even think anyone bothers coming to read this anymore. But oh wells, it's a new year, and I decided to revamp my webpage, and start posting some random entries here as well :) Livejournal has made me neglect this site. Meeps.

Anyways, it's about 4 months into 2010. And things have been going pretty good I guess? It's the year where we all turn 21 -- at least if you're my age that is. I know it's so silly, but I really do get kinda freaked out thinking that I'm going to be a legal adult. I can actually enter contracts without my parents knowledge. I'm going to have to start looking out for myself soon. I'm going to have to start paying my own bills, find myself a job, pretty much look after myself and not depend on my parents anymore. That is pretty scary if you think about it.

Maybe it's because I'm the youngest, so I've been pretty dependent on my parents/older siblings for my survival and well being. I pretty much get my way most of the time, but that doesn't mean I'm like some spoilt brat okay. It's just that I've been in situations where most of the time, things go in my favour. I've been very blessed, and I don't take it for granted.

Whatever it is, I'm just really quite scared to turn 21 and become an adult :X

School's been okay, I guess? Nothing special happening. The same boring, mundane routine of getting up and preparing for lessons. Same routine of doing assignments and studying for exams and hoping for nothing but the best. What's new?

OH! I'm currently in love with 2 US dramas! One is pretty new in Singapore and the other has been around for quite sometime already, I just have never got down to watching it. Knight Rider and House respectively. Loving how exciting and heart pumping Knight Rider's action is and how cynical/amusing/witty Gregory House is. And Robert Chase is very nice on the eyes as well :) And who doesn't love a show with a good medical mystery and the race against time to save a life that is slipping away. FAVED!

Stinky's 5 btw! He turned 5 in Feb, just so you know. I can't believe that we've had him for so many years already! I never thought in my life living with my parents would I be able to keep an animal that lives more than 3 years, isn't in a cage/tank and actually responds to it's name. So I'm pretty happy about having Stinky-poo :) Love him dearly.

Everyone's getting married this year. It's pretty much everyone in my family who is of marriageable age is getting married. Both my cousins and my brother are all getting married this year. Which is quite exciting :) Cause I love each and everyone of them, and I'm so happy that they found someone they can spend the rest of their lives with :)

Have had my fair share of downs this year too. I've heard things about certain people and certain incidents that just pissed me off and made me so upset I just cried in the shower for like an hour. Somethings I heard are just so unbelievable, and it really just broke my heart out. But all I can do is really just pray that the Lord would make everything/everyone better. Heal the broken hearts and broken spirits. Keep everyone around me as happy and healthy as they can be. That's all I'm asking for.

WELL. I think I have blah-ed on long enough. I probably should be getting some rest now. Considering the fact that it's 2.15 and I have about half my battery life left on Monster, which is really not a very good estimate. It'll tell me that my battery can last me for another hour but within 30mins, I'd have like 8% of battery left. I think my battery is dyinggg :( Poor Monster. It's his life support. I need a new battery soon.

OKAY. That's a long enough update for my MIA-ness for the past few months. Hope everyone is doing well so far for 2010. If not, I hope that things will start looking up for you soon :) I'm sure they will! There's always a sliver lining and light at the end of the tunnel :) Just keep searching for it..you'll get there eventually!

LOVE Y'ALL!

2009-12-15T05:25:00.003Z

You know how badly you're screwed when you should get down to studying,
but then it just feels like a lazy hazy Tuesday and you don't wanna get work done.

I keep trying to find something else to do
so that I don't have to study 50 slides of pricing in international markets.
Sure doesn't sound that terrible. But trust me. It is. :(
I unfortunately am not having a very good relationship with IM.
But I'm going t try, perservere and not give up. I can't anyways.
I don't really have a choice.

Kay. I'm going to study.
FOR REAL.

I love IM I love IM I love IM I love IM I love IM I love IM I love IM I Love IM I love IM

2009-12-11T17:53:00.002Z

Here's a song for the nights I think too much
And here's a song when I imagine us together
Here's a song for when we talk too much
and I forget the words.

Heaven can wait up high in the sky
It's you and I
Heaven can wait deep down in your eyes
I'm yours tonight
Lay your heart next to mine
I feel so alive
Tell me you want me to stay, forever
Cause heaven can wait

Here's a song for the one who stole my heart
and ran so far that cupid couldnt catch him
Here's a song for the kid who aims so high
she shot him down.

Heaven can wait up high in the sky
It's you and I
Heaven can wait deep down in your eyes
I'm yours tonight
Lay your heart next to mine
I feel so alive
Tell me you want me to stay, forever
Cause heaven can wait

Here's a song for the nights I drink too much
and spill my words

Heaven can wait up high in the sky
It's you and I
Heaven can wait deep down in your eyes
I'm yours tonight
Lay your heart next to mine
I feel so alive
Tell me you want me to stay, forever.
Cause heaven can wait.

2009-10-25T13:33:00.002Z

I don't know what to say
I don't know what to say
anymore cause it's all been said before
and I don't know where you are
all I know is you're far
and you're not coming back
if this is how it goes
I tried but I dont know

I don't know if I like it
without you, without you, without you,
tell me how am I supposed to make it
without you, without you, without you
you got me crying tonight
is this what it's gonna be like
I try and act like I'm fine but I will never be right
without you, without you, without you
without you I don't know

I'm not sure how to feel
I'm not sure what is real
anymore cause I never felt like this
sometimes it hurts me so bad
its the words gotta say
and I cant live like that
I don't wanna be alone
I tried but I don't know

I don't know if I like it
without you, without you, without you,
tell me how I'm supposed to make it
without you, without you, without you
you got me crying tonight
is this what its gonna be like
I try and act like I'm fine but I will never be right
without you, without you, without you
without you I don't know

the one thing I do know
that I'm so sure of
cause with you gone, I'm lost
and I'm so confused I cant deal with it no more
without you I can't see it, take this pain from me
so I can make room for you,
cause you've been gone from me for too long
I don't know

I don't know if I like it
without you, without you, without you
Tell me how I'm supposed to make it
without you, without you, without you
you got me crying tonight
is this what it's going to be like
I try to act like I'm fine but I will never be right
without you, without you, without you
Without you I don't know

2009-10-18T17:36:00.002Z

Watched Mindhunter today at Sam's after church.
Fwaaah. Quite a power show I must say.
A little bit like gross and gory and stuff.
There were dead cats :( made me want t squish Stinky.

Cow/Skeith/TimTay played their soccer game after that.
And they were going like mad. Hahaha. So funny.
It's like they get so excited while playing.
Then they start shouting and cheering.
I fell asleep and started dreaming then in my dream I heard a lot of shouting.
And I thought someone was like fighting in my dream,
but then I woke up and realised it was the 3 musketeers.
Skeith got owned. 8-0 if I'm not wrong. Heeheehee.

Headed home and I fell asleep, again.
And I'm still tired, so I'm going to sleep now.

This post is so random.

2009-09-26T18:10:00.002Z

I have to say, watching a 20 year old boy go "BISH"
and pretend to faint because he got boxed is thoroughly amusing :)

Come to think about it, probably by mid 2010,
most of the guys in our CG would probably be halfway across the globe )':
Which makes me quite sad, considering the fact that we have come so far.
All the adjusting and getting used to each other.
All the fun times and corny/retarded comments the guys make.
It's just quite a waste t see them all leave one by one.

But I guess time changes things,
and change is the only constant.

Le sigh.

2009-09-25T16:29:00.002Z

" Well I had the other problem," I told him

" I had the heart of the relationship, and no body to grow it in."

"What happened then?"

"What else," I said. "It broke."

- Julia, My Sister's Keeper

2009-09-21T04:06:00.003Z

My posts here have been so ambiguous and boring,
I don't think anyone even bothers reading this blog anymore.
Huurhuuur. Buuut just thought I'd post up some photos of prawning session :)
I had an awesome time with Cow, Keith, Sam, Shawn, Mark, Izzie and Suwan.
We all headed down t some..prawning place. I had no idea where we were. LOL.
But it was a pretty fun time of just talking and prawning :)
I managed t catch my FIRST prawn EVER. Coolbeans much?
Thanks Sam for like helping me. Hahaha!:D

But omg, we lost our prawn basket )':
You know the thing where you keep all the prawns that you caught?
Yes, we lost that )': so sad. Lucky thing we still had Keith's basket. lol:D

Anyways, here are the photos!:D

Friends always make your day feel so much better :D

You know you love me
xoxo,L

2009-09-19T09:25:00.003Z

an⋅noy
–verb (used with object)
1.
to disturb or bother (a person) in a way that displeases, troubles, or slightly irritates.
2.
to molest; harm.
–verb (used without object)
3.
to be bothersome or troublesome.
–noun
4.
Archaic. an annoyance.

ERGH

2009-09-14T14:43:00.000Z

My converse has random dirt patches due t the work of:
Mark Choo
Timothy Tay
Marcus Low

They think that my converse is too clean.
And that I need to have my initiation right done,
in order to enter the (according to Keith) Grubby Converse Club.

I was getting chased on Sunday because those ppl tried to step on my converse.
Which they did..when I wasn't paying attention.
Gaaah. Hahaha.
Boys are so strange. lol

2009-09-07T10:26:00.000Z

A little birdie told me that..
THERE'S GOING TO BE A MUSICAL THIS YEAR!:D
Yaay I <3 christmas musicals!:D

I love Decembers :)
2009 better not ruin December for me.
I think you've had your fair share of killing my year already.

MUUUUSICAL!:D

2009-09-06T14:56:00.000Z

Right at this moment,
I think I can safely say that I've never hated a year more than 2009.
Seriously. This has been by far the WORST year ever.
Half of me can't wait for it to be over.
But half of me is scared for 2010.
For various reasons..

But right now, all I can say is this:
Twenty-oh-nine. I hate you so bad right now.
I.Hate.You.

Period.

2009-09-03T11:06:00.000Z

I AM HUUUUNGRY!:(
& my posting page for blogger looks so strange and annoying.
BOO!

2009-09-02T17:54:00.000Z

"Hi, we'll soon return you to the Dyslexic Theater Production of:
Bitty Bitty Chang Chang in just a second."
HAHAHA OMG Colin Mocherie <3

You have got to LOVE Whose Line Is It Anyway :D

2009-09-01T18:21:00.001Z

OMG. I got less than 1 week of holidays left before school reopens :(
I wouldn't say I'm totally not looking forward to it?
I just really don't like the thought of deadlines,
assignments, midterms, exams, boring lectures AND waking up for school):
DRATS.

On another note, I'm really excited to go get sneakers :)
I've been wanting them for the looongest time ever!:D
Prolly get one in black..thought I really wanted one in pink/red.
But those are just so hard to match. So black would prolly be the safest(:
And I have successfully not bought anything online since..my last dress.
Which is about..2-3weeks back!:D
Been tempted thousand and one times though.
But I managed to curb the urge and get my spendings under control.

Saving up for certain things :)
I don't wanna say it out loud.
I'm scared I jinx it then Carol tell me no more stock or something :(
That would be terrible, cause I'm totally looking forward to them!
(Bet you prolly dont get half of what I'm saying)

Omg it's like 2.26am. I really should go sleep.
Considering the fact that I need t get up mega early )':
I've been loving the whole rainy day thing.
Cause I've been sleeping in sooo much.
I just keep going back to sleep cause it's sooo nice to just snuggle in bed :D
I'm a sucker when it comes to snuggling in bed on rainy days :)

OKAY. I think I should go off first.
If not I won't be able to get up tomorrow. Huurhuur.
GOODNIGHT WORLD!

You know you love me
xoxo,L

When I say jump,
you say how high.

2009-08-30T17:46:00.002Z

I haven't updated here in the longest time ever.
I recently just ended my second last school term.
That term was..memorable?
I think I really grew up a lot after this term.
Going through certain things just tend to make you a better and stronger person.
As much as I would like to say that twenty-oh-nine has treated me well,
and that it has given me good memories,
I think this year is probably one of the worst years in my 19years.

So many things happened this year, it's kinda scary.
Certain people just change and you just don't look at them the same way anymore.
I realised that I have drifted away from some people in my life.
And that I'm not close to a couple of family memebers anymore.
Maybe this sudden realisation has helped me to grow up?
I don't know. It's just that there have been so many incidents in my life,
times where I just wonder what the hell this world is coming to.
I went through so many moments of "omg, life really DOES suck" this year.

But think about it. I'm not even halfway through my life.
And I have already gone through countless of things that hurt me.
To be completely honest, I'm afraid.
I'm afraid of going through some of the things that I've experienced this year.
I'm afraid of seeing people around me go through them.
I'm afraid of what twenty-oh-ten would bring.
I honestly really am.

I totally do not want to be stuck in the same old rut I was a couple of months back.
Where I just lied on my bed and cried myself to sleep practically every night.
I felt horrible twists and turns in my stomach.
My heart was really broken and I was in so much anguish.
(I know. Like so drama-mama, but I really felt that way)
I felt so betrayed. I was pissed, hurt, upset, disgusted and in total shock.

And it's something I really do not want to go through ever again.
But I'm sure I will.
I'm sure I'm going to meet someone who I think is nice.
Somone who I think I can trust.
Someone who I believe would not decieve me.
Someone I'd start to like more than a friend.
And just when I think everything's going okay,
I'm going to get slapped, right in my face. Again.

But you know what.
I think I have grew stronger while I was picking up the pieces.
I'm quite sure I have learnt how to deal with things in a more positive light.
To look at the cup as half-full rather than half-empty.
I guess I learnt how to become a fighter.
To not let someone ruin me.

I won't say I'm a hundred percent bullet proof.
Quite a far cry from that.
But I think I've learnt valuable lessons from everything life has offered me this year.

2009 is nearing its end.
And I'm leaving the teenage world soon too.
I guess I'm really maturing, growing and learning each day.
I just pray that each day, makes me a better, smarter, stronger, wiser person.
So that when 2010 comes,
I can handle it with grace and maturity.

:)

2009-08-03T13:33:00.002Z

~~1. Communication & Conflict Management~~
~~2. Communication Research~~
~~3. Intergrated Marketing Communication~~

xx

That aside, I just find this whole thing such a joke.
Really. First thing that went through my mind: WTH?
You're never going to be taken seriously. Ever.

[edit] Hooray! I'm free! (For now)[/edit]

2009-07-22T09:39:00.004Z

Well I never saw it coming,

I should have started running a long long time ago.

And I never thought I'd doubt you,

i'm better off without you

More than you, more than you know.

I'm slowly getting closure, I guess it's really over,

I'm finally getting better.

Now I'm picking up the pieces

Spending all of these years,

putting my heart back together.

Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,

I GOT OVER YOU.

I can safely sing this song and mean what I sing now :)
Haven't gotten a chance t see how I would feel if I were to see you around.
But I think right now, at this very moment,
I can say that I won't care. And that I won't mind seeing you.
Scary to think that just a few months ago, everything was fine and dandy.
And then suddenly, everything was just changed, with one message.
Life's so unpredictable. Strange, scary. Whatever else you can think of.
"When life throws you lemons, make lemonade."
Think I actually manage to make a nice jug and sweet tasting lemonade :)

Think there will be many many chances for me to make lemonade in life.
But honestly, I really think that I have grown up from this entire experience.
You see who your real friends are, you see who are the people who are true.
And then you see those who are liars. Those you hide behind this facade.
Why they do that, you'd never understand. But you learn to be wary and cautious.
Wary and cautious about people like them.
The role they play is the most deciving. The scariest.
Cause you buy whatever lies they sell.
I did, for sure. I went in head first.
Came out alive, but I'm black and blue.
But, you learn :)

Life is short, you really don't know when your time will be up.
And I don't want to live a life full of anger and hate.
Plus I do not want to spend my time bearing grudges.
Takes too much out of me to dislike someone. It gets tiring and old.
What's the point of doing so anyway? Be the bigger person.
I've forgiven, and now I'm starting to forget
:)

Hello, maybe we can be friends again.
What say you?

2009-07-17T08:47:00.002Z

If today was your last day,

and tomorrow was too late

could you say goodbye to yesterday?

Would live each moment like your last

leave old pictures in the past,

donate every dime you had?

Would you call old friends you never see?

Reminisce old memories?

Would you forgive your enemies

Would you find that one you're dreaming off?

Swear up and down to God above

That you finally fall in love

If today was your last day.

Was just listening to this song..and I think it's really quite meaningful.
I wonder what I'd do if it was my last day today.
I'd probably tell many people how I honestly feel about them.
The good, the bad, everything. I guess I'd be brutally honest.
I'd pick up the courage to tell someone 'I once liked you.'
I'd give someone else a piece of my mind.
I'd tell everyone the truth hidden in the lies.
I'd tell you, especially you, how much hurt I went through.
I'd tell her she's silly. But old habits die hard.
I'd tell someone else 'I hate you.'
I'd tell someone 'you'll always be my bestfriend.'
I'd tell another someone 'I'm always thankful that you're in my life.'
I'd tell a person 'thank you for always taking care of me'
I'd tell 2 people 'I love you both always and forever.'
I'd tell one bunch of people 'Friends like you make life worth living for.'
I'd tell another bunch of pepople 'you're what I go to school for.'
I'd tell him 'You're my best and favourite pet.'

& I'd tell God 'I guess it's time to go home.'

Can you find yourself among my list?
I hope so :)

2009-07-15T17:58:00.001Z

"AUTOBOTS! Transform & roll out!"

2009-07-14T17:04:00.002Z

& I'm getting closer,

closer to closure.

Everyday's closer,

closer to closure

2009-07-12T15:28:00.000Z

All the time I wasted on you,
All the bullshit you put me through
I'm checking into rehab cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you

This song is quite the cools!:D

2009-07-05T07:09:00.002Z

I've got to breathe
You can't take that from me
Cause it's all that you left that's mine
You had to leave
And that's all i can see
But you told me your love was blind

There are times
You're so impossible

that I should sign a waiver
And you will find
Someone worth walking on

when you ask me to go

I'll leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and there it goes
I'll be outside of your window
I'll pass by but i'll go slow
I'll leave when the wind blows

There was a day
You threw our love away
Then you passed it to someone new
You wanna stay
But since you wanna play
I can finally say we're through

There are times you're so impossible

and you ask me to go

I'll leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and there it goes
I'll be outside of your window
I'll pass by but i'll go slow
I'll leave when the wind blows

You can scream there's just echoes
I'll pass outside of your window
You'll be sad that you let me go
I'll leave but just know

As i lay in solitude
Oh what's a ~~boy~~ girl supposed to do
I shake the very thought of you
Me together, i remember
Late nights when i stayed up late
All i do is wait and wait
You're never coming home to me
That's the hardest thing to see

I got to breathe
You can't take that from
I can finally say we're through

I'll leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and there it goes
I'll be outside of your window
I'll pass by but i'll go slow
I'll leave when the wind blows

You can scream there's just echoes
Pass outside of your window
You'll be sad that you let me go
On every face you'll ever know
And everywhere you ever go
You'll feel when the wind blows

I really do like this song.

2009-07-03T13:30:00.002Z

Paintball today was freaking freaking awesome fun!:)
I got hit on the leg once. And I can totally feel a burise forming.
And I got hit on the back while running to the first-aid hut.
Pfft! HAHA! I just made my way to the 'stake out' place,
and got shot..raised my hand, and right when i turned around to run to the hut,
I felt this damn sharp pain on my back.HAHA.

But omg, the adrenaline rush was freaking awesome.
My heart was seriously racing like mad.
And it was so funny cause once they sounded the uhm battle sound -- i dunno what its called.
Everyone just started randomly shooting.HAHA. Seriously.
Damn waste the paintball lor! But omg sososo fun!:D:D:D

I totally won't mind going to play again!:):)
Thanks for the awesome time TIMTAMS!:D

Now I can't wait for dinner @ Dempsey tomorrow :)

-

It's friends like these who make everything feel better :)
Really. When I'm hanging out with churchies,
my spirit just feels super uplifted and super happy :D
ILU!:D

2009-07-01T13:20:00.006Z

I would fall asleep only in hopes of dreaming

That everything would be like it was before

But nights like these it seems they're slowly fading

they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time,

I never thought we'd be here,

never thought we'd be here.

When my love for you is blind

But I couldn't make you see it,

couldn't make you see it.

That I loved you more,

than you'd ever know.

When part of me died,

when I let you go.

Just so you know.

2009-06-28T20:21:00.002Z

One thing I need to say:

I LOVE MY SISTER A WHOLE LOT!:D

And I'm so thankful she's my sister!:)

& thank you Lord, for that prayer answered:D

2009-06-28T11:59:00.002Z

& you always thank God for family and friends who care (:

Friday was quite disgusting.
But thank God for friends who just make me feel tons better.
For the concern they showed, and the comfort they gave.
May have been just a 'are you okay?' or 'cheer up kay?'
But I really did feel all the love and concern. So thanks friends!:)
And bffoo! I'm sorry for being a bit zonked that day.
Thanks for underestanding though :):) ILOVEYOUMANYMANY!
& omg shushu!:D I was soooo glad when I saw you at Aston's!
It was just bitchfest times ten.Heeheehee!:D Loves you too unicornfriend!:D

Yesterday, was AWESOME.
Though I spent a good 45mins in the toilet crying my eyes out,
and praying to God that He would just take away the feelings that I was feeling.
And I did feel quite shit from time to time. After my good long cry, I'd feel better,
but I'd start feeling shitzxz like one hour later..It was horrendous. HORRENDOUS.

But my sister, was the BEST!:D

She spent yesterday with me, rented dvds from video ez and bought junk food from Cold Storage, all this just to make me feel better, and to help me forget things.
I enjoyed every moment just spent with my sister dearest :)
Haven't done this in a while, and bitching sesions with her are, THE.BEST.
She always knows how to make me feel tons better :)
I loving you very much sisterzxz!
CAUSE WE ARE SISTERS! -insert rest of lyrics here- (HAHA!)

Suyisies :) Thanks for making me feel tons better!
You really really understood how I felt.
And I really could relate to what you were saying.
And I'd take your advice and just think positive,
and just treat this as a learning experience :)
ILOVEYOU, and I can't wait for our 'concert' in Sep! HEEHEE!:D

Church was good. I felt sooo rejuvinated after leaving service.
Singing songs kinda made me tear up a little from time to time.
Cause I guess I was reminded that God's love is really sufficient.
And that He would ALWAYS be there for me, which is an AWESOME PROMISE.
And I know that in this promise, I can trust.
Cause God made it, and God doesn't break promises(:

Kinda told Carol, Eve & Bfish what happened and I'm glad for friends like them :)
For the comfort, loves, hugs, smiles and prayers (:
You know I love you guys VERY much.
And I'm always thanking God for placing you guys in my life :)

And yes, I won't dwell on things and I will slowly learn to trust soon enough.
But right now, I just can't. Broken, beatened, battered.
I just can't trust right now. But I'm sure as time goes by,
I'd feel better and I would slowly learn to really trust someone again.
But honestly, right now, I just can't. I'm so wary about whatever someone says,
about their motives and if they would just turn around randomly,
slap me in the face and walk away.

Just like what you did.

But I am feeling TONS better for some reason!:)
I REALLY am! I feel stronger, better, happier.
And I thank God for helping me through this time. I really do.
One prayer did everything. I prayed and begged for everything to just STOP.
I wanted everything to go away. I literally begged.
It took a few days, but I can say that I'm feeling A LOT better.

I miss the talks, the calls the random banters,
but it's not worth this shit. And though I feel it most at night,
I'm sure in time to come, my nights will be back to normal.
I'm sure that with God,family and friends, things will just get back to normal again.

Just so you know, you hurt me bad.
And maybe you don't know how bad you did, you probably NEVER will.
But I will NEVER wish this on any girl.
Cause at that lowest point in time, you just feel so used, hurt, betrayed, shocked and insulted.
I felt like some freaking slut and some bitch. Which I never want to be.
I could actually feel my heart aching. And my stomach was just twisting.
And that lump in my throat never went away.
I would wake up wanting to cry, shower AND cry, sit and stare in space and start crying.
It was one of the lowest time of my life.

But as someone told me, 'remember liz, what doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger.'
I agree. I think I will be stronger after this. Much stronger.

You know world, I think I'm going to be just fine :D

Cause it makes me that much stronger,

makes me work a little bit harder.

Makes me that much wiser,

so thanks for making me a fighter.

Made me learn a little bit faster,

made my skin a little bit thicker.

Makes me that much smarter,

so thanks for making me a fighter.

2009-06-24T18:05:00.002Z

What to feel? I'm not sure.
How to react? Not too sure either.

This is getting from a little bit annoying to very frustrating + annoying.
It's like this never ending game that I totally do not enjoy playing.
I'm soo freaking tired of it.
V.E.R.Y.T.I.R.E.D.

I always think about certain outcomes,
and then I'd start expecting things,
and then it won't happen.
Then I get sad/angry.

A.VERY.SCREWD.UP.CYCLE.

Don't ask me about it right now.
I really don't feel like talking about it.

2009-06-23T17:51:00.002Z

It's annoying how you think one 'sorry'

just makes it all okay.

Goodnight world.

2009-06-23T16:30:00.001Z

Hello world, hope you're listening..

2009-06-21T16:35:00.002Z

IS DONE WITH CCM!

HOOORAH!
:D

& I'm currently in love with Mogu Mogu:)

2009-06-20T11:27:00.002Z

I am dead tired. And I should go shower.
I'm feeling so sticky and gross, and I think a shower would do me good.
Cause it would refresh me, hopefully enough to keep me going for a while.
Should have gotten a can of Redbull before I headed home.
Darn it. Completely slipped my mind.

I'm really super tired right now.
And I've got a 2500 word essay to finish.
Strange how I felt so confident that I'd be able to get everything done soon just yesterday,
and right now, the only thing that I can think of doing, is SLEEP.

Yyyish. Quite the annoyance.
Well, one thing happy today: I transfered money for my beaded halter dress :)
Which would probably arrive sometime around like..Weds/Thurs!:D
Plus my off the shoulder frock is coming in a week's time!:D
& I'm awaiting my lovely charm necklace.

These things make the days more bearable.
Oh! Plus I'm really sexcited for end July to come.
Like really REALLY SEXCITED.
I already booked shu to ask her to help me bling the casing :)
Once I get it okay ShuShu!:D PEEENK COLOUR RHINESTONES (:(:
Maybe pink/ purple. Or pink/black! Wheee.

Kays. I'm getting happy over nothing yet.
Oh wells! :)

Wooogays, shower and then its on to CCM!

You know you love me
xoxo,L

2009-06-19T17:00:00.003Z

Well. It's one project down.
I've got one project discussion tomorrow.
PLUS my CCM to get done and completed :)
I feel good that I can get my work done.

Althought I kinda havent started my CCM.
But oh wells!!:D I just feel confident and good suddenly.
Must be because I know our aim is to finish IMC tomorrow.
So that means I'd be left with CCM only!:)
I'm liking a lot :):)

I'm happy my top came yesterday :)
I really like it a lot. Even my mom thought it was pretty.
She liked the print, but didn't like the fact that it was a tube top.Huurhuur.
And I kinda just bought another dress. Ammagash :X
Online shopping = BAD. Makes people spend a lot of money.
I still need t get sandals. Okay. . . . . more of a WANT.
But I really don't have many flats/sandals.
I want the ones from PURPUR!:D

And I am totally sexcites about the necklace I got from Kerri!:D
O.M.GEE!:D I'm really liking that necklace that I bought.
I cannot wait to gets it!:D

Retail therapy makes my day. HAHAHA.
So bad ah. Like that I'd become broke ultra fast.
Oh welldeedaa. I am looking for a job. So hopefully I'll be able to support my needs soon.

I should sleep early tonight.
Considering the fact that I have a meeting tomorrow.
PLUS I CAN sleep early. With no CR to get done :D

Liz feels happy today!:):)

You know you love me
xoxo,L

2009-06-18T20:10:00.001Z

RAAAAAAAAAAAAWR!

I'm so annoyed. I really am.
The amount of unhappiness I'm feeling now. It's madness.

2009-06-17T17:52:00.002Z

Someone call the doctor.

Got a case of a love bipolar.

Stuck on a rollercoaster

Can't get off this ride.

It's cold.

2009-06-16T19:07:00.000Z

& the countdown begins

2009-06-15T19:14:00.001Z

2009-06-15T18:42:00.002Z

The Taking of Pelham 123-ed today.
It wasn't too bad. Although I kinda expected a bit more action.
But I think John Travolta & Denzel Washington made the show worth it.
I think they're really good actors! :)

I had fun today(:
~~totally skipped class.HAHA~~

Meh.Coms Research tomorrow. Quite the sucks!)':
Cause class is forever boring one lor.

Shitzzos. I'm really really tired.
Think I'm going to sleep soon!

xoxo,L

2009-06-12T19:50:00.002Z

Every glance is killing me.
Time to make one last appeal.
From the life I live.

I liked yesterday. I really did.
Made me smile like a doofus and a retard,
but I totally liked it.

Baking today was mad/awesome/tiring/good fun :)
It's really nice to just hang out with Carol and Tim again :D
We used to meet up quite often for random dinner and supper dates :D

Dinner at Botak Jones with Mark was fun too:)
Just sat and talked and talked for hours and it was great (x
So nice to meet up with friends who you have not seen in the longest time.
I really miss the old days where we would all just head out together.
Fun times fun times.

Carol took a bus home while Mark and I walked.
Good exercise Choops!:):) Thanks for walking me home(:

All in all. Today was a great day.
~~Something else could have made it exceptional.~~
But today was a great day.

xoxo,L

2009-06-09T15:19:00.002Z

Today was a good day. Awesome, fun, exciting.

I liked every bit of today :)

But note to self to not fall in too deep.

Hard. But I think it's a useful piece of advice.

I had fun today nonetheless :):)

2009-06-08T17:42:00.002Z

Saviour He can move the mountains.

My God is mighty to save, He is mighty to save.

Forever, author of salvation.

He rose & conquered the grave,

Jesus conquered the grave.

I really am thankful for a GOD like Jesus!:D

2009-06-08T15:04:00.001Z

& then you disappear.

2009-06-07T17:53:00.003Z

& it's a winding road, & it's a long way home.

Did you miss me today?
Cause I missed you quite terribly.
It's like you just disappear for days at a time,
and suddenly come to me when something's needed.

Hmm. Glad to be of service.
I hope I don't think it's what I think it is.
I really hope not. Cause that would really make you one hellofan ass.
Big piece of shit.

Please don't let it be what I'm thinking.

& let's make the best of tonight.

2009-06-06T04:52:00.003Z

9TH/10TH JUNE!

Please arrive soon :) Cause I've been anticipating my top for a long time :)
And I'm super duper sexcites about it!:D
Ohh! And 2 weeks after, I think my dress should be here too!:):)
Omg, online shopping sucks my money. I swear.
I should stop shopping online.
No, I should stop shopping. Period.
But it's such an awesome feeling when you get the stuff that you buy!
Heeehs. But omg okay, for real, I really should start saving money.
Or at least get a job. Seeee-rye-ously.

Past few days have been good but tiring.
Project meetings are manymany.
But then again, project meetings are usually quite fun cause we talk about random things :)
And that makes PW tons more manageable and enjoyable :)
Cause you're doing it with awesome friends :D

I just wished that the mid-term break was not used up yet)':
Cause I think I somewhat need a break from school..Soon. Not yet. But soon.
Just that this term, all the deadlines are all squished together!
Like one after another. And when you think you're done,
you get hit in the face with yet another deadline. Quite sian I say.
BUT NEVERMIND! We'll all float on alrighhht!!:):)

I wanted to like abandon this blog you know.LOL.
Cause it's quite hard to keep 2 blogs at one time.
But it just has tooo many memories to just leave it.
Plus I like this blog :)

Welldeedaa. Think I'm going to take a teeny break from PW and watch Marley & Me.
But that one I wanna watch by myself, cause I don't wanna cry in front of people.LOL!
So embarrassing. :

OOOOGAYS! Nothing more!
I'll see you lovelies soon!
& I totally can't wait for church tomorrow!
Freestyle + CAROL'S BACK! Yaaaayness!

You know you love me
xoxo,L

2009-06-02T18:15:00.002Z

URGH!

That's all I can think of when I think of you.
Seriously. That's the first word that comes to mind.
I hate being where I am right now.
Lost, confused. It's annoying when you're the one having to figure everything out.
It's irritating cause I don't wanna get stuck in a rut all over again.
Since I kinda just got out of one.

But thanks to you, I'm back to where I started.
Square one. And I hate where I am right now.
I'm starting to buy all the lies that you're selling.
Starting to listen to empty promises.
Beginning to forgive you after you just do something nice.
There you go, square one.

Thanks for spoiling my entire day/night btw.
I owe it all to you. One person. Just one person.

Thanks A LOT.

goodbye.

2009-05-30T16:47:00.003Z

Today mommy tried opening a bottle of Coke.
Which she did, successfully.
But it squirted, everywhere.
You should have seen her reaction.
It was priceless. (:
My mommy can be so cute!:D

2009-05-29T18:16:00.001Z

Just to let you know,
I'm back to square one.

SHIT.

2009-05-23T18:55:00.002Z

Hello sexy people!
Omg I know I haven't like updated my blogger in like the lonnngest freaking time!
I'm so sorry 'bout that. Heh.
Managing 1 blog itself is already quite hard. So I kinda got lazy.

Wells, life so far has been okay I guess?
I managed to pass Law!:D
And omg I totally cleared MRA too!:):)
So praise GOD! Cause I think I'd have dropped Marketing to a minor if I failed MRA.
I so would not want to redo it again. EVER.

My current modules aren't too bad I guess -- quite taxing though.
I've got quite a bit of weekly assignments and tons of weekly readings to do)':
Which really sucks, cause I dunch like the readings and who likes assignments? Seriously.

Oogay, omg I really think I should get to bed.
This post is uber random. I just like decided to update at like 2.58am
Weird, I know.Heehs.

You can visit my livejournal account if you like weirdly want to read about my very boring life plus random rants plus damn emo moments.
Love y'all!:)

xoxo,L

2009-03-14T16:29:00.000Z

need a job. need a job. need a job. need a job. need a job. need a job.need a job.
need a job.need a job.need a job. need a job.need a job.need a job.need a job.need a job.need a job.need a job.need a job.need a job.need a job.need a job.need a job.need a job.need a job.need a job.need a job.need a job.need a job.need a job.need a job.need a job.need a job.need a job.need a job.need a job.need a job.need a job.

you get my point.

2009-03-10T17:06:00.002Z

THE RAINBOW CONNECTION

I really don't want to read 15 chapters of Law):
But I've got to tomorrow if I want to pass my MCQ test this Sat.
I hope I have enough memory space in my lousy brain to remember all my stuff.
All the awards and acts etc.
I'm really scaredddzxzx.

xoxo,L

2009-03-04T12:40:00.001Z

School's so lousy sometimes.

Student Services.SUCK.

Esp _ _ _ _ _. I cannot stand her.

Seriously. she annoys me.RAH

):<

2009-03-03T16:16:00.002Z

WOW. I totally have not updated this blog in quite a long time.
Wells. Nothing worth updating haappened I guess?
There was Journey To Fairyland on Sunday.
Which got me caught in the rain, and I think I fell sick because of that.
I came down with a horrible flu/fever/sorethroat.
The famous threesome which always come together.
It's like some package. Three in One. You know?

But yeah. Monday was horrendous for me.
My throat was so painful all I wanted to do was mop around the house,
looking like some homeless person with messy gross hair and gross clothes.
I didn't even bother making my bed cause I slept in it most of the day.
Thankfully there wasn't class on Monday. So I was given one day to recuperate and get better.
Didn't really work though):

By night I was feeling really horrible. My throat felt like someone was using sandpaper and sanding(is there even such a word?) it non-stop. My fever was up and my nose was horribly itchy. To make things worse, I couldn't even fall asleep properly.
I would wake up ever 15-30mins. And I would feel cold, and 5 mins later I'll feel uber hot.

I got up at around 440am and went to the kitchen to eat salt and drink water.
Yeah.Eat.Salt. Gross, I know but it helped I think. My throat somewhat felt better for a bit.
But when I got up at 7.30am to get ready for PR class, I felt gross and my fever was rather high, so mommy made me stay home.
I got pretty much better in the afternoon so I went for Law.
Thank goodness I did! Cause Adrian went through quite a bit during Law.
So much so that I somewhat got lost here and there,
so May and I will be heading down on Friday for extra lessons(x
For the first time I'm going for EXTRA lessons.Huurhuur.

Wells. I better head off to bed now.
I'm getting pretty tired and I'm heading out with mommy tomorrow too.
Yesh. So it's time for bed(:

You know you love me
xoxo,L

2009-02-23T16:39:00.002Z

MRA sucks the life out of you. (doesn't help when you're sick)
It almost sucks as bad as F&N. Seriously.
The horrible amount of crappy research that has got to go into this, SUCKS.
And the thing was that the retarded journals were so friggin hard to find.
And now, they are so apply into our lit review.
Ammagash.LIT REVIEW = I HATE!)':

MRA= I ABSOLUTLY ABHORE.

Period.

2009-02-08T15:41:00.002Z

Hey Skeeeith(: Happyhappy 20TEENth birthday dude!:)
Heeheehee(: It has been great having you in our CG!
Thanks for being such a joy and blessing in our lives!
All your retarded comments and corny jokes never fail to crack us up(:
And of course thank you for being so open,
and for always sharing your thoughts/feelings so freely in CG!

Continue to grow in the LORD, ya?
And remember that you are salt and light of the world,
so keep shinning for GOD!:)

Blessed 20TEENth again Skeittth!:D

xoxo,Lizz

2009-02-02T14:57:00.002Z

Sometimes I think I dig my own emotional grave.

SEE-RYE-OUSLY.

2009-01-28T12:19:00.002Z

Yaayers(: I'm totally done with my Twilight Saga!:D
It was totally awesome. Like.really.awesome!
I lovedlovedloved it please!:):)
I'm uber happy that I'm going to order the Box Set!:):)
And I totally can't wait to order it! HEEHEE.
Credits to Shu + Pam Ng for helping me with the ordering/address to send it to! LOL!
My mom's not exactly big on the idea of ordering things online.
But yaaays to friends who can help you when you're just so friggin desperate!

And thank goodness I managede to find a buyer to get my books.
So I now have money to pay Pam and order my Box Set!:)
And omg, I'm freaking dying to watch Twilight like..NOW :X
So I'm freaking eeeeexxcited for MARCH 21ST!

I'm on a Twilight Saga high. Don't mind me :)
I really hope Midnight Sun goes into printinggg!:D
I reallyreally hope Stephenie Meyer sends it to print!
Omg, I'm freaking repeating my point again and again.

My left eye hurts. Feels like someone just boxed me in the eye):
On the more positive side, it's feeling TONS better than it was when I FIRST got up.
Omg I seriously could baaarely open my eye)':
Hurt like hell. Wonder who hated me so much that he/she had to come hit me in the night):
Umm. Okay I think I'm going to erase that though.
Kinda freaky. Huurhuur

Weeells. I pretty much have nothing I want to do right now.
Except to watch American Idol :)
But that isn't till 10pm. So I'm going to entertain myself with random shows on Youtube:)

You know you love me
xoxo,L

2009-01-27T03:50:00.000Z

GONG XI FA CAI EVERYBODY!:D

2009-01-22T12:26:00.003Z

I can only give you love that lasts forever,

And a promise to be near each time you call.

And the only heart I own,

for you, and you alone,

that's all, that's all

I can only give you countrywalks in spring time,

and a hand to hold when leaves begin to fall.

And a love whose burning light,

will warm the winter night,

that's all, that's all.

There are those who I'm sure who have told you,

they would give you the world for a toy.

All I have are this arms to enfold you.

And a love, time can never distroy.

If you're wondering what I'm asking in return, dear.

You'll be glad to know that my demands are small.

Say it's me that you'll adore for now and ever more,

that's all, that's all.

2009-01-19T04:32:00.003Z

"I found him unconscious on the stretcher on the floor,
an IV shunt in his forearm.
I got down on my knees and ran my fingers through his fur,
the way he liked it. I ran my hand down his back.
I lifted each floppy ear in my hands -- those crazy ears that had
caused him so many problems over the years and cost us a king's ransom -- and felt their weight. I pulled his lip up and looked at his lousy, worn-out teeth.
I picked up a front paw and cupped it in my hand.
Then I dropped my forehead against his and sat there for a long time,
as if I could telegraph a message through our two skulls,
from my brain to his. I wanted to make him understand things.
'You know all that stuff we've always said about you?' I wishpered.
'What a total pain you are? Don't believe it. Don't believe it for a minute, Marley.'
He needed to know that, and something more too.
There was something that I had never told him, that no one ever had.
I wanted him to hear it before he went.
'Marley,' I said 'You are a great dog.'"
-Josh Grogan, Marley and Me

Omg, I totally started crying like I was right there with Josh Grogan and Marley.
It was suuuper sad)): I totally knew that this part of the book was coming,
but seriously. It was so sad!):
And even during Marley's last few weeks, when his hip kept giving way,
and he would fall down/climbing up stairs was really hard,
HE STILL DID IT ANYWAY! Because he wanted to be around Josh Grogan 24/7.
Ommmggggg. He's such a sweet dog): crazy cute sweet dog.
Marley's the cutest lab ever :D

Marley & Me was an awesome book man.
Funny, touching, sweet.
I liked every bit of it :D:D

Hoorah to dogs :)
They really are man's best friends :D
(though cats are cute too. Heeheehee)

2009-01-16T18:25:00.002Z

I have light brown hair now!:D

Well it's called Frosty Beige. Huur.

Should have gone Brunette.

Edward would love it:D

xoxo!

2009-01-14T07:14:00.003Z

Hi guys, I'm totally suffering from OCD :

Obessive Cullen Disorder.

One random side not - the piercer said that...

THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH MY PIERCING!:D

It's not getting rejected/migrating!

I kept going 'you sure you sure you sure?'

As if he didn't know his stuff.

Heehs.

HOORAH!:D

2009-01-12T03:44:00.002Z

Oogays, school offically starts TOMORROW for me,
and it's going to be one freaaaking loonnng day)x
Try TWO classes in one day. Ammagash. I could die.
I would die actually if it wasn't for the fact that May and I are in the same classes:)
Butbutbut): some suuuppertrooper sad news,
HILS AINT IN THE SAME CLASS WITH ME AT ALL!):):):):
O.M.G! This so cannot be happening please): We've been in the same class since DAY ONE!
How can they just decide to split us both up):

I think cause she has her Journ modules which clash with the PR one):
But omg, I'm really friggin sad about it):
We always do like group projects together!:X
And now, May and I would have to find new group members. Eeew.
Hahhaa. Sorry, but I honestly do NOT like working with random people.
It's like I'm so used to Hilwa and May and Shuyan and Hanisha..
And our group dynamics aint bad either.
And to suddenly have to change it! -HUGE SIGH-
Two words: NOT COOL.

Well tomorrow is the day for PR: Contemporary Approaches (AM)
And Workplace Law (PM).
In the middle of the 2 modules is a 2 hour break.
So I'm going to head down to Far East with Hils and May to get my piercing checked.
You know like last night, I had this really weird pain near my piercing.
And I got so freaked :X So I'm really anxious to hear what the piercer has to say!:X
I reallyREALLYREALLY pray/hope that it's not migrating.
Or getting rejected, cause that would suck.
55bucks + pain + so many months of taking care of it,
WOULD GO DOWN THE DRAINDRAINDRAIN.
So I'm not liking this idea one bit.

I hope it's just a tiny infection and that it can be cured with some..magic potion.
Eeeps. I'm really rather nervous now.
But I must say that it's looking quite a bit better.
At least the darn a lot of crusting shit is gone.
And my stud is not like..sticking out at from the top and not resting properly.
I think that's cause I always slouch when I sit.
So right now, my posture is awesome.HAHA.

Heading off soon to get my CNY top :)
And to my school to ask them to change my email address.
Cause Hotmail's being mean and refusing to let me open/delete my emails):
And to check if my Murdoch Student Card,
which was SUPPOSED to arrive in LATE NOVEMBER is here.
Omg late Nov of 2008, and I'm asking for it in Jan 2009 -.-
The school has NOT send an email telling me that it's ready for collection.
I won't be surprised if I ask for it and they tell me it's not here/they forgot to send out an email.
Take your pick!

Kayyers, I'm heading off now,
AFTER A PROPER UPDATE!
Hoorah :):)
Love you beyotches!:D

You know you love me
xoxo,L

2009-01-09T17:38:00.002Z

Hoorah!(: I'm in the same classes as my friends for my second trimester:D
Yipee!:D I was really worried cause we signed up for our modules at different times/days,
so I was afraid if they were to seperate the class (which they did), they'd put us all in different classes. But thank the LORD that it wasn't that case :D

Eeeps, I'm a bit worried about my piercingg.
I hope I don't have some weird infection.
I'm prolly going to head back t the piercer and get it checked.
I HOPE ITS FINE.

Alrighters, I'm going to head off to bed!
Going to go to Chinatown tomorrow with my sister,
AND MY MOMMY'S LETTING ME GET THE BUTTERFLY TOP!:D
She's paying, so I can get my Pierre Cardin stuff myself :)
Hoorah!:D

Today would be a good day if I wasn't worrying about my piercing.
Hmmm..

You know you love me
xoxo,Lizz

2009-01-08T05:26:00.002Z

Oh happy day!:D

Heeheehehee. Yesterday was really a day to thank GOD for :)

He saw me through my horrible Consumer Behaviour paper,

and I managed to get a Pass for it.LOL!:D

That was the module that I was really so freaking scared for.

The final paper wasn't exactly a breeze, and I had to crap most of my answers.

So getting a P to me feels like I got a freaking HD! LOL!:D

(what low expectations of myself.HAHA)

But yayer ayer!:D

This just means that I managed to clear my FIRST trimester!:D

And I'm going to face my second trimester in about 5days time?

I start school again on a Tuesday with Workplace Law.

I really hope I get like morning classes.

Although I can forsee myself complaining and whinning about how I have to get up so uber early just to head down to school and listen to my lecturer go on and on for 3 hours.

But at least I would have the entire day free after that :)

I like that arrangement better than having class from 2-5 really.

Random side note, each time I say 'trimester',

I honestly feel like I'm pregnant :/

It's..strange. HAHAHA.

(Knocked up my Edward Cullen/Robert Pattinson.)

LMAO! Okay I'll stop talking rubbish.

Anyways, I'm prolly heading out with momsy soon.

After I decide to go shower.

Hahaha. I have no idea where we are going now though.

I just really wanna make use of whatever remaining free and easy days I have left!

My term breaks are so very un-breakish,

since they're only like 2 weeks long!

Or should I say short ): Boohoohoo.

So yes, end-of-year-holiday-time is extremely important to ME!:D

Ooogays, I think I should head off to shower now :)

So that I have more time out later. Teeheehee (:

Maybe meeting IZZIE tomorrow to head down to Chinatown :)

Just wanna check out this top I saw,

and go to OG and get the freaking awesome Pierre Cardin delicates.

Heehs(: very awesome stuff.

Have an awesome day people!:)

(Omg, I did a somewhat PROPER update!)

You know you love me

xoxo,L

2009-01-07T10:51:00.002Z

I know I promised at update.
But I keep like updating over at LJ,
and I get waaay too lazy to update twice :X
So a brief summary, yes?:D

Well, first things first, I FINALLY GOT MY TWILIGHT ORIGINAL MOTION PICTURE SOUNDTRACK, Y'ALL!:D
Yesyes, over at Hereen's HMV!:D
According to Pam, Twilight: The Score can only be purchased through iTunes.
But I hope there's a CD version though. Hahahah(:

Met up with Jean/Tings/Esther/Pam/Sherlyn yesterday(x
Had an awesome time of talking and catching up with Jean who came back from Melbourne not too long ago!:D We're prolly heading over to her place soon for RB!:D
Wheeehaa!:):) And for steamboat.LOL!:D
Chinese New Year mah(:

We talked till about 10.15pm plus before we each headed home(:
I had a great time man.
And I can't wait to meet my lovelies to watch Twilight (AGAIN!)
and Marley And Me!:D

Oggays, I'm heading off first!

You know you love me
xoxo,L

2009-01-01T17:24:00.002Z

HAPPY TWENTY-OH-NINE PEOPLE!:D
I know I promised like a proper update. But it's kinda 1.25am right now,
and I'm craving a little thing called sleep (and milo too actually)
But yes. I WILL update here once I have the time :D
Probably with photos cause I'm heading off for a CG retreat from the
020109-030109!:D Which basically translates to tomorrow (or today rather) and Saturday!:D

Dang I gotta start getting used to writing/typing 09 and not 08.
Oh wells. I'm turning a year older, but Edward's not.
How sad.HAHAHA!:D
Okay I'm talking rubbish! I'm so tired.
Night all!

You know you love me
xoxo,L

2008-12-30T17:39:00.002Z

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known that

That I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale.
I'm not the one you'd sweep off her feet,
lead her up the stairwell.
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town.
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
Now it's too late for you and your white horse,
to come around.

xxx

It's 1.45am and I'm here thinking of you.

Thanks a lot.

Happy New Year's Eve anyhows.

I'm sure 2009 will be awesome.

Or so I pray.

PROPER UPDATE SOON, I PROMISE :)

Love to all you beyoootches

xoxo

2008-12-22T13:40:00.003Z

"Look after my heart -- I've left it with you"
- Edward Cullen

2008-12-21T04:05:00.002Z

Hello, I'm Mrs Robert Pattinson or you can call me Mrs Edward Cullen.
Either is fine really. I don't mind.

Hahaha! Like in my wildest and bestest dream la.
I so want an Edward Cullen to bounce out from somewhere and save me from an on-coming vehicle that's going to crush the living daylights out of me.
Huurhuurhuur!:D

Buuut oooohhmaaahhhgaawwsh. Twilight was awesome, yo!:D
The book was awesome too! I like finished it in a day?
Freaking freaking awesome! And I read the few chapters of New Moon that was at the back of Twilight, and it seems freaking interesting too!:D
But apparently that one doesn't have much on Bells and Eds.
But it did seem like a good book. Heh. I'm going to read it asap!:D
Before all my time gets sucked away doing random school stuff etc.

I can safely say that my current Hollywood crush is Robert Pattinson.
And my current storybook crush is Edward Cullen!:D
And of course my current faved movie, TWILIGHT (: (: (:
Hot vampire, interesting storyline, sweet moments between Bella and Edward..
What's not to like?!:D

"And then I carefully sealed away my heart."
-Twilight

2008-12-15T16:54:00.002Z

Your subtleties,
They strangle me.
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants,
And all the needs,
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing,
My mind's unweaving.
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted,
On this evening,
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

______________

You fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

Did I make it that easy to walk in and out of my life?

2008-12-14T09:43:00.000Z

THREE MORE DAYS TO TWILIGHT Y'ALL!

xoxoxo.

2008-12-13T01:21:00.002Z

FOUR MORE DAYS TO TWILIGHT Y'ALL!

xoxoxo

2008-12-11T08:13:00.002Z

6 more days & counting :D
You have got to love afternoon sneak peeks, no?
I can't wait to read the book(s) either!
Got a feeling that I'm going to be hooked because of the OH-SO-SEXEH Edward Cullen!
-squeals-

Alright, enough day dreaming I say.
I better head off to read up more on Marketing Plan/ Competitive Intelligence now! After this paper, I still have to come home and do more studying on Consumre Behaviour.

Hahaha! Farid called me Bella! LMAO!
"Bella.... product level is which chapt of text?"
Hahaha! Only he will call me that la. Seriously. He called me Blair last time too!
HAHAHA! Ah my friends are so funny sometimes(:

Okays! I better head off now! STUDYSTUDY!

You know you love me,
xoxo,L

2008-12-06T16:52:00.002Z

O.M.G. EEEEW:X

yuckyuckyuck is all I can say.

This can't even go on LiveJournal.

But note to self: KIND OF THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE - 051208

gross.

[EDIT] I lied. It kinda went on LJ.[/EDIT]

2008-12-03T15:55:00.002Z

For The Record:Britney was good :)

Yay Britney for making a comeback!:D

She's such an amazing performer:D:D

Hahaha. All the good old memories of "Sometimes"/"Born To Make You Happy" are coming back. I can't believe that I have liked one celebrity for such a long time. Hahaha.

Even longer than Simple Plan.LOL. Well DUH. She came out earlier than Simple Plan.Hahaha.

But even then... I usually lose interest in celebrities. But I'm still totally in love with BritBrit!:D

Wheeee!

2008-12-01T14:03:00.002Z

I'm not going to be so open anymore.

Shhh.

2008-11-29T02:44:00.003Z

-Sigh- Pro Com final term test later today.
I'm preetty prepared I guess? I mean I know how to write a report..but the thing is that I don't know what to expect, you know?
Like I'm just afraid. I hope I'll be able to manage later on.

I pray so!

2008-11-27T13:52:00.001Z

"Did you know that embargo backwards is o-grab-me?"
HAHA.RYAN STILES!

Man I love Whose Line Is It Anyway!:D

2008-11-26T17:01:00.002Z

"This just in: Beverly Hills:90210, Cleveland Brown:3"

Hahaha! I swear man! Collin Mochrie's really one of the funniest guy on Whose Line Is It! When I heard that line I just started laughing like MAD.
I really just burst out laughing! I thought he was going to talk about the show, but he ended up giving SCORES! HAHAHA! Freeeeaking funny shit!

Gah, you've got to love Whose Line Is It!:D