Monday, May 10, 2010
♥I GO BACK TO DECEMBER ALL THE TIME♥
Goodness gravy. I just went to look at my first few blog posts..AND HEAVENS. I cannot believe I typed that! I seriously cannot believe it pls! :/ Friggin embarrassing. I typed words that are spelt so weirdly. And it's not like the weird spelling shortened the words/served any purpose..they just made it look weird. (e.g. I typed everyday as everyDAE) Wts? And I had words like *bear huggies!* GAH. Lol! Friggin twitfreak much? Please pardon me okay, I was young and stupid and thought words that end with 'ie' were cool.
I have to say though, it is nice (although I cringe at my own weird words/spelling) to just read really old entries. I think you can really see how much you have matured over the years. Seriously, back then not getting the "boy of your dreams" was like the most devastating thing, your entire world would just crumble and fall and you start typing such emo-fied entries. Back then you realise that you fought over the smallest and most trivial matters with your friends and you had such childish responses to such matters. It really is quite amusing. It almost feels like you're reading pages in your dairy which you wrote back when you were a kid. (blogs just aren't as personal la..) But seriously man, the stupid things I wrote in the past, really show me exactly how much I have matured over the years.
I don't think I would have reacted the way I reacted over certain things back then if they were to happen to me now, or at least I hope I won't la, if not that's really quite sad case. Hahaha. I like knowing that people do grow up and mature. I like knowing that I'm not the same stupid, ignorant, silly, naive 13 year old I was 8 years back. I take comfort in the fact that I have seen God work in my life through many different aspects and that I have definitely grown into a much stronger christian. And not to mention, I have improved tremendously in terms of spelling. Huurhuur.
Past entries do bring back a lot of memories :) Good and bad, I'll take them all. Because those memories and experiences were what made me who I am today. And I'm thankful for each and every one of them :D Goes the same for friends, exboyfriends almost boyfriends, WHATEVER.
LOL. Why the sudden wave of nostalgia man.
Okay, I'm going to watch The Mentalist now.
TOODLES!
xx